The Blog's Birthday

My blog is one year old today. This seems quite incredible. On the one hand I'm pleased to have kept going with my blog and it is a nice record of the things I've done over the last twelve months. On the other hand. sometimes it feels like I've not covered half the things that have gone on and I'm surprised that I've kept going with it for this long. I'd love to be able to post more often, have better photographs, have funny anecdotes, but I guess no one is ever 100% happy with their blog, so what I have will have to do and hopefully, one day, it will improve. I must say that the colour scheme and layout I chose last year are decidedly dull now and maybe I need to get more technically smart and tart this thing up a little.

I have just had such a lovely weekend. On Saturday I went and walked the greyhounds, had a Spanish lesson and spent the afternoon at Mara's with a lovely group of knitters. One knitter in particular I had not seen for a while and it was great to see her and catch up. I really love knitting with other people and since I became a knitter, this has definitely been one of the best things about this hobby. I love seeking advice with other knitters, I like offering advice and expressing my opinions, I like discussing yarns and textures and stitches and colours and needles and there is never a lull in the conversation, whether it be knitting conversation or life conversation. However, I was overwhelmed this Saturday when Mara gave me this:

It is her very beautiful, very colourful, very neat, very soft, very stunning and very appreciated Clapotis scarf. I had seen this when it was only a baby a few weeks ago and loved it then and I still cannot believe she has given it to me. I was almost out of the house because I felt embarrassed accepting such a treasure, especially considering the work she has put in. All I can say is, thank you, Mara. Your scarf could not have ended up with a more appreciative recipient. I wore it all Saturday night and all day yesterday, despite the nice weather. I've already teamed it with other clothes I own and cannot wait for the winter when I'll be able to wear it all the time.

On Saturday night Ezzie and I went to the dogs and sold tip sheets to make money for the retired greyhounds. We had a really good time and did well. It was really nice going there because I've not been to the dogs for years. I always went as a child when we went to Blackpool and I loved it then, although there was one time when I was really sick after eating too much food and the sick was coming out of my nose as well as my mouth. It was really unpleasant and I remember it well because it burned my nose, but apart from that I've always loved it. We had a couple of bets ourselves but foolishly ignored the tips we'd been giving out. We won nothing, although Ezzie felt with my addictive personality this was the best outcome possible.

Yesterday I did more dog walking and went to the allotment afterwards. I saved a cat's life. Well, that's a bit of an exaggeration but I found a cat looking awfully lost and crying. It was only young but it had a phone number on its collar so I 'phoned it and it was ages away from home and near a busy main road. Ezzie and I drove it to its home so we felt like superheroes. It wasn't injured or anything, but I was sure it would have been knocked down had we not intervened. The cat's mum was very pleased to see him again and she couldn't believe how far he had roamed.

In the afternoon I did some school work, knitting, spinning and dyeing wool. I have made good progress on the cardigan I hate. I've only a sleeve and some horrid sewing up to go now. I'm not posting a photo because I hate everything about this project and as soon as I have finished it, it will be blanked out from my own memory. It's taught me an invaluable lesson about knitting gifts. This is a present for someone to give to someone else. Does that make sense? The thing is, I don't really know the final recipient and I don't think she will appreciate it. In the future, I'm just knitting for people I know directly and wish to knit for.

I've spun some of the Blue Faced Leicester, but I really don't like the result. The spinning seems regular and like sock yarn, but when the two strands are plyed, the effect is rather insipid and I don't do insipid. The changes between blue and green are not vivid or different enough. I don't know whether to continue with this or to start something else.

I do have something else in the pipeline because I popped into Wingham's yesterday. It's only a stone's throw from the greyhound place so it makes perfect sense to do a little detour. I found a ten pound note in a pocket of my handbag which I had forgotten about, so I treated myself to some dye. I bought the colour Opal, which is actually more of a turquoise, because I like a lot of this colour in my life. Yesterday I dyed the Merino/Bamboo/Soya in three colours and I am really excited about spinning and knitting socks with these. The colours are turquoise, blue and pink. I've done considerably more than the pink because I want to do some plain pink for cuffs, heels and toes. I want to have stripes with this yarn so I need to practise Navajo spinning and will be getting in contact with a spinner I know for help and advice. (She knows who she is...)

Spinning really is exciting, even when you have disappointments such as I have had with the Blue Faced Leicester. I've just learned that I need to add more dye, create more vibrant colours and see how that works out. A year ago when I started the blog I never would have imagined I could learn to spin wool, so I'm not just McKnitty, but also McSpinny now.

Another four days and I'm on holiday so I am hoping to do lots of spinning then. Shona is coming for the weekend to go camping with us again, which will be lovely. Esther is coming camping again as well, so we will be knitting and chatting outside again. It really is something to look forward to. Let's hope the weather is nice and sunny.

The joys of spring

I don't know whether it is the nice weather affecting my mood, but I've been really enjoying life during the past week or so. I've been feeling really positive and have done all sorts of nice things in my free time.

Last Wednesday, Thursday and Friday I was knitting with friends in three different places. At each place I had a great time and made good progress on some Opal Hundertwasser socks for a friend at my reading group. I can't quite believe this, but during these knitting sessions I found out that there are serious and dedicated sock knitters out there, who have never knitted with Opal sock yarn. Admittedly, they are not the softest of sock yarns, but they have a lot going for them. They are not ticklish, they're incredibly hard-wearing and have so many fantastic designs from lots of different inspirations that spur you on. They are a good all-rounder and I love going back to knitting with them.

It was actually reading group on Tuesday and Paul wasn't there to receive this gift, so it will be another month before I see him again. Ezzie has taken a shine to these socks, so I might end up giving them to him and making another pair for Paul. A month is plenty of time.

I've also finished my first pair of handspun socks for Shona. They do fit her, but they are not identical on so many levels. Firstly, the colours are not the same because I was experimenting with plying two colours and one colour, but I think they certainly look 'related'. The second sock is smaller because during this skein I became much more even. I also sat for a long time doing the second skein, whereas the first skein was done half an hour here, half an hour there. This is something I am going to avoid so I've decided to dye and spin at the weekend because you do need longer periods of time. I must say it has been deeply satisfying to dye, spin and knit my own unique pair of socks and I'm pleased that Shona likes them.

I've got stuff ready for the wheel on the weekend. My Blue Faced Leicester is dyed in three colours: yellow, blue and green and these will be another pair of socks eventually. The yellow is lighter than I intended, so there is still a lot to learn about dyeing to a desired colour, but I am happy enough with it. Caroline also kindly gave me some carded Merino last week. I have struggled so far with Merino. I had a go with the bright red and orange stuff last week, but it wasn't to be.

I had a fantastic weekend. I was constantly busy, but it was 'nice busy'. I went and picked Shona up on Saturday to spend the weekend here with us. We then went camping with Esther over the Bank Holiday weekend. When I am feeling fit and full of beans, I really love camping. It was so nice being outside, knitting with Esther, chatting, having a laugh. There was a bit of rain, but it didn't dampen our spirit and it created something Shona loves...mud.

This picture is actually very tame. By the end of the Bank Holiday that pink tracksuit was no longer pink, but it didn't bother her in the slightest. She just smiled and laughed even more. She made us laugh so much when the sky was black and she was making up bedtime stories. In one story I was scared of a firework and Ezzie (and I quote) "just popped his midget head out of the tent and did nothing!" Now that's a line you'll not find in your usual bedtime storybook.

Esther's Finnish stepmum got me some lovely Finnish yarn for some lovely woolly winter socks. Esther did some socks in this wool a while back and I got a little obsessed by it because of the bright colours, the stripes and the lovely feel. She very kindly got me some this weekend, so thank you very much, Hilka.

Over the weekend I did some more greyhound walking. I really love those dogs and I really like going there. You feel you are doing something useful, the dogs are really lovely on the lead, you get a nice walk and there are some nice people to talk to. This week they got me an official t-shirt so I feel I've been accepted into the fold. In a couple of weeks I'm going out with some of the guys to raise some money for the dogs. I'm really looking forward to it, so I'm saving my t-shirt until then.

On Monday when we took Shona back we let Roxie off the lead so she could have a run. Now, I do know she is a greyhound and should be fast, but it was still amazing to watch her run and she looked like she was enjoying herself so much. If she is retired, I just cannot imagine how fast those in their prime must be. It was incredible and she went straight to my mum, which was lovely because she was worried about letting her off. In the future I definitely want a couple of these dogs; they are just so gentle and friendly. Roxie likes to be fussed and then to sleep in her chair. She's just so chilled out.

With the nice weather today Ezzie, Kin (our neighbour and friend) all went to the allotment and had a barbecue. It was lovely. I planted out some peas and then did some knitting. It has been lovely because work has been non-stop with all the speaking exams at the moment. Some kids have clearly worked hard, revised hard, prepared well and done a good job in the exam. Others have clearly not done the work beforehand and it's always somewhat disheartening. I've had the usual bizarre conversations:

me (in Spanish): do you like sports?

pupil: fútbol

me: do you watch tv?

pupil: fútbol

me: what are you doing this weekend?

pupil: fútbol

I decided to give up then. They weren't trying to be funny, they just didn't know what to say. At least they turned up; some don't even have a go and are mysteriously absent on the day of the test.

Anyway, I think I've rabbited on enough already. I hope that wherever you are, the weather is nice and that you too are full of the joys of spring. It is still spring, isn't it?

Work in progress

This weekend I was supposed to be going camping with the Duke of Edinburgh kids from school. I was going to pick Shona up from school on Friday and then we were going to camp on the Saturday, come home today and take Shona back about now. In the end, I just had to pull the plug on this because I just felt too tired and run down. Ezzie has been ill all week and even had to have a couple of days off work. This is unheard of for him and I felt I was going the same way.



I am so glad that I decided against going because this weekend I have had a nice relaxing time at home andhave time to recuperate and sleep. Camping is fun, but certainly not restful, do despite Shona's disappointment, I'm glad I looked after myself and my own interests for once.



This weekend I have been busy, but busy doing nice things, and relaxing things in between. I've walked the greyhounds, which is always lovely, though my favourite one now has a home and wasn't there. I've been to the allotment, Ezzie and I went out for a meal on Friday and had Esther and Kin around for a meal last night. Today I've been shopping at a local spinning shop and I'm now waiting to watch Darren Gough on a tv programme. (A pupil I teach called Daniel is on 'Darren Watch' and informs me of anything and everything Darren is going to be in. The kid should be his agent.)



I left work late on Friday and got everything ready for Monday so I wouldn't need to do anything during the weekend. This has meant I have cracked on with lots of projects and my many works in progress. Shona's second sock is coming on nicely, though I have some yarn still to spin and ply. At the end I'm hoping to have enough yarn to knit a similar pair for Sienna so the sisters can have identical socks. I need to do such cute things whilst they are still young.

I have knitted a little on the baby cardigan I am making for a friend. I absolute hate this cardigan. I never want to pick it up, I never want to knit the pattern. It has taken me a month to get this far and the baby is growing rapidly. I am going to finish it and work (almost) exclusively on it for this week because I want rid of the thing. The only lesson it has served to teach me is that I should only knit for myself and for people I want to give gifts to. I really don't want to knit for someone else's requirements so I am going to be more assertive about this in the future.




















I have also treated myself to a Niddy Noddy today as well as some gorgeous red and orange merino for me to spin. I'm on a yarn diet at the moment, but that does not include fluff because I make it into yarn and don't buy it as yarn. I love the colours and there wasn't much of it, so it had to be.

Whilst I post, I'm actually dyeing some Blue Faced Leicester yellow because that's the next yarn I want to spin. It seems to be classic for hand spinners, so I'll see what all the fuss is about.




I am feeling much brighter today. The last fortnight I have been feeling down. I think some good rest has helped, but as I was taking photos of my stuff for today's post I realised that I am also a work in progress and so is my career and that a set back now does not mean a set back forever. The whole thing has focussed my thinking on where I want to go next, so at least it has focussed my mind in some ways.

Once more with photo

I'm really struggling to maintain the blog at the moment. It feels like a constant afterthought and for the last fortnight I have not felt good. I know I mentioned the job interview in my last post but since then I'm having problems and I just seem unable to lift my mood. On a rational level I know that I did well and it probably was a jump too far, but on an emotional level it's left me feeling really unsure of myself and wondering what to do next.



I'm finding it difficult to stir myself into any enthusiasm for work. I do love my job but I feel I've gone as far as I can at this particular school and I feel trapped. People say it's a minor blip and I'll recover and that great opportunities will come my way. I'm sure they're right. But in the meantime I'm wondering where the opportunity will come from. Languages are being squeezed at so many schools so the political and educational climates don't make my situation any better.



I went away with some friends last weekend. I enjoyed parts of it but during much of the time I felt really unsociable and out of sorts. I ended up coming home early because I was so aware of how miserable I must seem to other people and I just didn't want to spoil their fun.



My good friend from Australia has been here this week and I've spent much of today with her. It's been lovely to see her again, but she flies tomorrow and it will be August before I see her again. All of this has compounded how I'm feeling at the moment and I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I just can't do that British thing and snap out of it. I could have gone out knitting today but it just didn't feel like a good idea. Instead I'm at home, twiddling my thumbs, feeling tired, lethargic and low.



There has been a small success this week. I've knitted a sock with my own sock yarn. It's not perfect, and nor was it going to be, but it's satisfactory enough and is certainly wearable. It's Cheviot wool and I dyed the pink and the purple, spun them and then plied them. This sock is for Shona. Although knowing her keen sense of fashion, it might not be quite right.



















It's five weeks today since I had the spinning lesson, so I've done well overall. I'm sure I'll improve and eventually lose the irregular feel to the yarn. It has been satisfying and I've been buying some bits and pieces to do next. I think I'll do some more dyeing on Sunday and start with my next lot of spinning soon after.

In the meantime, the end of the week is in sight and the teachers' strike came at the right moment for me. I know there are bigger issues to the strike but I have just needed time out.

Quick update

Some people already know by now, but I didn't get the job last week. I got very positive feedback but inevitably it has left me feeling a little down. I took a lot of positive things from the day and learned a lot. It's been three years since I had an external interview and it certainly was at a higher level, so I have gained a lot from it. In the meantime I am wondering what to do next.

This weekend I was away with some friends in Durham, which was nice. In between it's just been work, work, work. It's a deadline time of the year, so I'm occupied with lots of paper work just prior to the exams.

My knitting and spinning have suffered recently just because I have been too busy to do any. However, today I've treated myself to some Merino, Bamboo and Soya fleece to spin so that should keep me busy for a while.

Half way there

I am half way there with a couple of things.

Firstly, I have dyed and spun some lovely Corriedale yarn and now need to ply it to create my sock yarn.

Secondly, I have an interview next week.

I'm going out tonight, but then this weekend I will be absent, busy preparing and unlikely to be knitting.

Please wish me well, and I'll let you know how I get on.

Back to the old grindstone

First day back at work today. I've had a nice day actually. Usually I am ruing the end of the holidays, but today I felt cheerful all the way to work, enjoyed the day and left quite early so I can have a nice evening. I think the light mornings and evenings do make things better.

I have had a fantastic holiday. In terms of going places, I didn't do anything exotic. Loads of staff turned up today with lovely tans, but my holiday was lovely in other ways. It was great to have Shona here for a while. She enjoyed herself. I liked getting the greyhound for my mum and three times went walking the greyhounds as a volunteer walker. I learnt to spin, did some knitting and saw some friends (knitting friends and non-knitting friends), I saw a couple of films, cooked some nice dinners, went to the allotment a little, read a couple of books and generally had a great time.

Yesterday I went to Wentworth and bought more wool but in its pre-spun state. I bought some Corriedale, some Blue Faced Leicester and a combination of wool, alpaca and mohair. My spinning has definitely improved and I'm getting a liking for it. My aim is to spin sock yarn and I think this is achievable. I also bought a starter dyeing kit yesterday and dyed the Corriedale. Half is a beautiful bright raspberry colour, the other half is a calm purple colour. I did a good job; it's even and I like the colours and I'm excited about spinning some of it tonight. When I woke up this morning, the first thing I did was check it was dry. It was! This was probably why the day got off to a great start.

I would like to post some photos of my things. But, guess what? It's not the batteries that are the problem; it's the camera itself. I charged the batteries again, but the camera wouldn't switch on. It may be a while until it's sorted, and my mobile doesn't have a camera phone, so I am scuppered. My descriptions will have to suffice and I'll carry all my recent projects with me to meets so people can see my progress.

When it comes to excuses, I'm as bad as the kids I teach.